the future sounds civilian life.

stuff:

1. almost lost my middle finger in a fight with a paper hole puncher, as a result i lost my ability to blind type in court sittings and now I'm bored AND useless
A dream comes true.
And I didn't even get any days off because of my purple finger... sucks.

2. Found out that I have a really nice list of principles and I know how to keep them. When I insist, nothing can make me change my mind. I didn’t know I'm so good at that! For example, I decided that I don't want to be a typist, so I won't be I'm the first typist to do such a major step to freedom. In a few weeks ill be a secretary!
Fuck. That's a huge thing I fought for, and now… I knew I should have gone to these pilot tests when I could or run away from country, whatever.
Now ill just be a secretary. really, that sucks.

3. Was punished for being with untied hair, legs on a chair and crossword in my lap. Kill me, but I can't play with office pins and print copies of my hand in the photocopier all day, I need more than that, I need a challenge. And my hair was born to be free.

4. Decided I'm gonna buy a really good camera, but don't know how to get enough money for this.

5. I love helicopters.

6. When I was 18 I looked like 16, now when I'm 19 I still look like 16. is this ever going to change? I wonder.

7. I love afternoons when the shadows are long, it calms me down. The sea waters are so shiny in these hours.

8. As an invisible person, people are looking at me too much and it's annoying.

9. I know how to make really good cat sounds, evil laugh and sarcastic voice. The sarcastic voice is natural. the rest isn’t.

10. I know how to communicate with fax machines.

11. My favorite star is the moon.


until the next time ill find fascinating stuff