the future sounds civilian life.

stuff:

1. almost lost my middle finger in a fight with a paper hole puncher, as a result i lost my ability to blind type in court sittings and now I'm bored AND useless
A dream comes true.
And I didn't even get any days off because of my purple finger... sucks.

2. Found out that I have a really nice list of principles and I know how to keep them. When I insist, nothing can make me change my mind. I didn’t know I'm so good at that! For example, I decided that I don't want to be a typist, so I won't be I'm the first typist to do such a major step to freedom. In a few weeks ill be a secretary!
Fuck. That's a huge thing I fought for, and now… I knew I should have gone to these pilot tests when I could or run away from country, whatever.
Now ill just be a secretary. really, that sucks.

3. Was punished for being with untied hair, legs on a chair and crossword in my lap. Kill me, but I can't play with office pins and print copies of my hand in the photocopier all day, I need more than that, I need a challenge. And my hair was born to be free.

4. Decided I'm gonna buy a really good camera, but don't know how to get enough money for this.

5. I love helicopters.

6. When I was 18 I looked like 16, now when I'm 19 I still look like 16. is this ever going to change? I wonder.

7. I love afternoons when the shadows are long, it calms me down. The sea waters are so shiny in these hours.

8. As an invisible person, people are looking at me too much and it's annoying.

9. I know how to make really good cat sounds, evil laugh and sarcastic voice. The sarcastic voice is natural. the rest isn’t.

10. I know how to communicate with fax machines.

11. My favorite star is the moon.


until the next time ill find fascinating stuff

i'm going to the army tomorrow, if i like it or not.
and i don't really like it.
but that's life, sometimes we have things that we have to do, nobody asks us. and we just do them. because we have to.
ooh god it sounds so lame, my mind is empty, I don't have better words...

i'll shut up now

see you all in a few weeks

said Winston Churchill

i love to ask and i love to answer. this time i answer
so:

1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before?
celebrated my 18th birthday. i know it's a shock but you'll have to control yourself.

2. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yes, and they called the baby Adi but not because of me, they just liked the meaning.

3. Did anyone close to you die?
no.

4. What countries did you visit?
Israel. everyday.

5. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
more patience and a good umbrella.

6. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory?
June 20th, when I finished school forever.

7. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
not to go crazy by the exams and months of boredom.

8. What was your biggest failure?
can't think of something specific.

9. Did you suffer illness or injury?
no.

10. What was the best thing you bought?
I bought so many things, But I think I'll go for my winter coat

11. Where did most of your money go?
clothes and shoes...

12. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
I don't know, it's so easy to get me excited! There were many things.

13. What song/album will always remind you of 2008?
the song shir le shira I'm not sure why.

14. Compared to this time last year, are you:
Happier or sadder? Scaredier lol.
Thinner or fatter? thinner.
Richer or poorer? Richer.

15. What do you wish you’d done more of?
working, spending time with friends, reading.

16. What do you wish you’d done less of?
thinking. I think too much and become obsessive. lol? :/

17. Who did you spend the most time on the phone with?
I barely use the phone… but I think my mum.

18. Did you fall in love in 2008?
hmm

19. What was your favorite TV program?
tv is crap. But err… Seinfeld still wins it.

20. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
no.

21. What was the best book(s) you read?
the straw men and along the railroad.

22. What did you want and get?
Another dog.

23. What did you want and not get?
ooh, there was something I can't tell.

24. What were your favorite films of this year?
Juno, Noodle… I've seen too many.

25. What did you do on your birthday?
I was with my family, went out for dinner and stuff.

26. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Working!

27. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
"looking good" concept.

28. What kept you sane?
drawing, music.

29. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
nobody.

30. What political issue stirred you the most?
there were many! But ok, Gilad Shalit issue, that he's still captured because of impotent politicians.

31. What did you miss?
Being small and free of worries.

32. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
never hope too much, the best things happen when you don't expect them.

the last month has been such a complete mess of bad things and good things and medium things... bah
many problems with the army and many question marks about my future... i'm just lost
all what i want now is to finish my service without any mental damages and theeen start to think what i really *want* to do, not *have* to do.

plus, yesterday night i had the best dream ever! i usually don't dream good dreams... but that one wasn't just good, it was amazing! i wish it will come true one day, it can totally change my life.

nothing else to add i think

happy new year!